Going to See I hope she has hands like a fat masseuse skilled and soft touching everyone's shoulders and arms; each person's sweat's wrung out on the next she touches (temples and the footsoles stiffen) the plain smells confound her the oils go sadly off she rubs touching lower, harder in her place there is no clock.


Absconding …starts with A, an hour before time. From bed, re-ignition lights spark fire in the adjacent hearth. If looked at, its oak would be charring, even now. Your hand rubs a palm the poker's handle stings; a few more seconds, iron bangs wood on the grate till it falls, predictably; then ash. Voices sensate, prayer is first saying Are you there? then Yes, I am; I am all along I am right here.


Aubade Its aftereffects: silver hand-mirror and turquoise comb, antique dresser and peeling wall. Through east window our tenement-space: blinds light-creaked, dew on some outer pane vap'ring like dust. The building: derelict of grand hotel— Parisian, gargoyle-decked, lauds already singing in Huysmanic fashion… Sunday? say Sunday. The note should be unintelligible, scrawled in haste: the hand left only minutes before. (That blank sheet with those crazy indents desire makes.) Regarde: "Je suis allé à la plage. Grab einkaufen gegangen. Last night, ooh, marvelous. Soon. Soon, love." Clear of the pavingstones you step lightly over down to the café: I reset my watch.


Love is a country L'amore è un paese. Off the map. Its rulers are invisible; children play all hours in the gardens. Now vacant, now thriving. Innocence has a way of discovering itself. The tourists are uncouth, but they leave. The girl won't budge. A statue they say. Her playmate, the Prince, is lost with her hair in an old mirror.


Mountain Drive Dot rides barefoot on the dash. She tunes the radio with her toes, puts on lipstick while singing. She knows all his favorites. Her fingers are just right. Nimble, they slip the wind and give leaves to the seat. One, two— green drips on the vinyl— he squirms; the engine drones.


At the Leasing Office, Waiting to Pay My Rent Fan-flicker over tapestried chair-back, hand, a brow, September the sun gone dim behind space, clouds and pine needles— some dead on the skylight doing for stained glass— that's twilight. Morning's wood walls, Beams' X, six-foot arches squared and trimmed plain. "No personal checks," some fat guy's barking orders while I'm in this other chair with thumb and index raised in a loop, a quarter-sized spot at arm's length, marks where a heart should beat.