I am the girl who is self-aware but easily caught up in my own
shifting mood patterns. I am introverted, but opinionated when I
feel strongly about something. Being emotional, moody, and
hyper-sensitive is second nature to me. Introspection is vital to my
existence and I live on dreams. I procrastinate like you wouldn't
believe. When I am interested in something, I pursue it with
intensity, although, I find it hard to motivate myself sometimes. I
have high standards, but I'm lazy. I like to make people laugh, but
I use sarcastic humor as a shield, sometimes. First impressions are
everything to me because I think I'm a good judge of character. I'm
very possessive and loyal towards the people I care about, but
alternately find it hard to open up to them. I am often evasive and
vague without intending to be. I am a perfectionist in ways you
can't see. I can be selfish, spoiled, and stuck-up, and need to be
reminded to get over myself sometimes. I can be super affectionate
when I want to be, although you probably wouldn't guess it. I have
various little idiosyncrasies that make me who I am. I'd like to
think I'm quite open-minded. I'm a Pisces. I tend to contradict
myself a lot. I'm pro-choice and I'm eclectic in nature, tending to
combine the best of many paths together to find my own way. Most of
my views are very liberal. I like to be important to the people I'm
close to. I'm usually indecisive, but when I've made up my mind, I'm
very stubborn. I try to keep myself open to new experiences because
I usually end up appreciating them in the end. I've always enjoyed
altering my perceptions. Sometimes I can be selfish and bossy
without realizing it - I think it comes from being the baby. I get
nostalgic and sentimental easily. I save everything. I'm slowly
learning to love my body and the person inside of it. I think
writing is an imperative presence in my life, in whatever way it
manifests itself. I'm fairly articulate when I want to be. I'm shy
until I get to know you (unless you're someone I talk to on the
internet - it's much more easy). I rely on other people too much
sometimes, but know that I have to be independent and
self-sufficient, as well. I can be too judgmental at times and I'm
working on changing that. At least that's what I like to tell
myself. Right now, I'm at a transitional stage in my life and I'm
still figuring out what exactly I want to do with myself. My
identity is a mixture of so many aspects. I am not just one thing
and I never will be. I am all of this and so much more.