September 12, 2003
        Well, this is the first thing that I am writing for this website. This will probably take some time to fully create, seeing my focus is constantly changing. I am always focused on a different "something." I guess the main reason for this site is to give me an outlet, because I feel like I am going insane keeping everything in to myself. I also hope that this website can help other people. Maybe if I write my testamonial about what faith in God has done for my life...which is truly amazing...you'll get that story later. Please e-mail me to tell me what you think of this site so far if you're reading this. I am somewhat new to the whole website making business, seeing that I have not gotten around to it in the past five years. The past five years have been a living hell, summed up in a dream I had, the night before I left my own personal hell town for my new home town. I left everything behind, and moved to a new place, where I have nothing but new opportunities for new experiences. I am always open to new experiences, as long as it doesn't interfere with my morals. What else is life if it's not to have new experiences and learn new things? That's the reason we're all here in the first place...to learn new things. Eventually we will know ALL, but for now, we just need to find out as much as possible about whatever each of us individually needs to learn as individuals. Don't worry about what other people think about you. Don't worry about what other people do, either. However someone hurts you, whether it be something as insignificant as someone riding your tail when you're driving, to someone just coming up and punching you in the face...let it go. It's their problem, not yours. Just keep it all in your mind, and maybe say a prayer for them, don't even respond to them. Don't act like you're better than them, just turn the other cheek. Anyway, these are just a FEW of the things I have learned in my journey through this wonderous life, depressing and manic as it may be. I guess I'll eventually organize this site, and my thoughts in general, but eventually this site will be filled with my art, explainations of my mind, interesting tidbits of my life, quotes, and multimedia. Sorry the mp3 links don't work yet, but they will eventually. I guess that's about all I have to say for now, but I'll keep you posted.