"CJ, can you verify a report that Sam had a complete and total
meltdown before the address?" Danny asked.
"I'm not sure of the exact term you'd use for it Danny, but I like to
say he pulled a Sam," CJ said, wrapping up the post-speech briefing
on the plane. "But that wasn't really a surprise, was it? Of course,
at this point, he's walking around like he's just won an Oscar, but a few
short hours ago, he was indeed, some might say, a little apprehensive
about the address."
"Any chance he'd want to comment?" Danny teased.
"Not on anything other than why the speech was brilliant and he was
never worried," CJ said with a lopsided grin. "That's it for the
plane, folks. Wheels down at Andrews is 4:10, we'll have the next briefing
at 6."
Carol motioned toward the corridor and CJ turned her head just in time to
see Donna hurry past. Most of the White House Press Corps were respectful
enough to keep their distance, but Donna still wanted to avoid them if she
could, especially with the week anniversary.
CJ and Carol's thoughts, however, were on an entirely different subject.
"Let's go," CJ said.
"Donna," they were behind her, trying to keep up with her
breakneck speed.
"Wait a minute," she said quietly.
"Why?" CJ asked. Donna gave her a pointed look and nodded over
her shoulder. CJ glanced back toward the press cabin. "Oh. Donna,
none of them are going to be that stupid. I mean, to do it right here in
front of me?"
"Well, there's always the possibility of the occasional report that I
was visibly shaken aboard Air Force One," Donna whispered
sarcastically, ducking around the corner.
"He's taken care of, Donna," Carol said.
"He is," CJ said. "Winkie got a talking to he won't soon
forget. But we have something to talk to you about."
"Yeah?"
CJ stopped Donna with a hand on her shoulder and gently but insistently
pushing her against the wall. "We heard you made a little purchase in
New York," she said, a sparkle in her eyes.
Donna did her best to look innocent. "Charlie took me to Angelo's. I
bought a calzone, which Josh is going to eat all of instead of the half I
told him he could have if I don't get back."
"We heard the calzone story," Carol said. "That's not what
we're talking about, and you know it."
Donna did her best to maintain her wide-eyed, innocent expression.
"What are we talking about?"
"The dress," CJ said in a singsong tone. "We want to see
it."
"How do you even know about it?"
"Charlie," they said in unison.
"It's just a dress," Donna said as she squirmed out of CJ's
grasp. "I saw it and was smitten. It was an impulse buy."
"An impulse buy that momentarily stood between Charlie and the
calzones and nearly made you late for the President's address," CJ
said. "We have to see it."
"Oh, fine," Donna said as they approached her seat again. Josh
was on his laptop, and her half of the calzone lay untouched on the tray
table. She smiled to herself but didn't let Carol or CJ see.
"In two minutes the other half of this calzone gets eaten," he
mumbled without looking up as she reached over the back of her seat and
grabbed her work bag.
"Gotcha," she said, as she turned and herded Carol and CJ back
toward a more private area of the plane.
**************
"Oh, my God," Carol breathed.
"I know," CJ said.
"I mean, seriously, oh, my God," Carol said.
"I'm saying, I see it. I know," CJ said.
"Well, for what I paid, it ought to get that kind of reaction,"
Donna said as she pulled it from their collective grasp. She shook her
head, admonishing herself quietly as she slid it back in the plastic
garment bag and folded it loosely. "I shouldn't have spent so
much."
"What are you, nuts?" CJ said as she snatched the dress out of
her grasp again. She lifted the plastic to look at the dress once more.
"It's like…the exact same color as your eyes. I mean, it
almost looks like…like…"
"Like the silk was custom-dyed for you," Carol cooed.
"And it only smells a little like calzone," Donna said
sarcastically, eyeing them both warily. "OK, you know what? Let's try
this. I think the two of you are a little fixated on the dress. It's a
dress, a really nice dress, one that I maxed out my credit card to get.
You don't need to stare at it until you memorize every detail, because for
what it cost I'm going to be wearing it until it falls off of me in
pieces. Now. Give. It. Back." She snatched it away from CJ again.
"Hey, we're just trying to pay proper homage to a good shopping
find," CJ said.
"Hey, look at it this way, Donna, you have a new hot date
dress," Carol said. "You can retire the red one."
"I like the red one," she said as she put the dress backing her
work bag. "But it's definitely getting downgraded."
"So…" CJ said. "When are you gonna wear it first?"
Donna shrugged. "First occasion I have, I guess. I haven't really
thought about it."
************
She smoothed the dress down and couldn't help but let a small self-
satisfied smile cross her face. She'd left as soon as Haffley had arrived
for his meeting with Josh, and had gone home and picked up a few things to
complete her ensemble. The dress now smelled more of Febreze and her own
perfume than calzone, which was the best she could do without time to get
it dry cleaned
She'd told Josh on the plane ride back she was going to stay at her
apartment tonight. He'd told her to play it by ear, but it had been clear
from his tone that he was going to defer to her wishes. Hmm. First time
for everything.
She'd already thrown most of her things in the two duffels she'd carted
over to Josh's in the last week. She frowned a little as she dropped Jack
into the larger duffle, his head still sticking out of the top. She'd
gotten very comfortable here. At the very least, her place was going to be
lonely without Josh to talk to. Without anyone to talk to. It isn't
as if it had to be Josh. She'd just gotten used to having someone around
all the time.
She snapped a delicate dress watch on her left wrist and fastened the
clasp of a silver bracelet around her right wrist, her frown deepening.
She'd forgotten about her wrists when she decided to wear the dress. The
halter neck was fine with her stitches out…but there was nothing on her
arms. The watch and bracelet didn't completely hide the bandages, but the
cuts, she'd decided, looked worse, even though the were healing nicely.
She'd swept her hair into an easy updo to emphasize the neckline of the
dress. Black strappy heels and a black pashmina weren't her ideal
accessories…she would have loved to have had some shoes dyed to match.
But on this kind of notice, it would do just fine.
Her mind drifted back to that afternoon as she did her makeup in the
full-length mirror on the back of the bathroom door. "So…when
are you gonna wear it first?" CJ had asked. She'd suffer an
aneurism on the spot if she could see Donna now, getting dolled up for
dinner with Josh in this brand new, ridiculously expensive dress. Because
of what it looked like. CJ, and apparently Carol of late, were very
concerned with what things looked like. They'd probably misinterpret this
as some sort of pining on her part, some sort of unrequited, completely
inappropriate thing that poor, pathetic Donna had developed for her boss.
The only thing pathetic about that was their characterization of her. 1789
was a formal place where such attire was more than appropriate, and
tonight was a treat Josh had planned for her. She'd had one of the worst
weeks of her life, and she deserved a new dress and night on the town. The
difference between Josh and everyone else was that he knew her well enough
to recognize that and do it for her. Carol had been right about one
thing…for all his blustering and attempts to prove otherwise, Josh
really could be very sweet when he wanted to.
"Hey!" he called as he came in the front door.
"Hey," she said into the mirror.
"Where are you?"
"Doing my makeup in the bathroom mirror…don't come in here, you'll
knock me over," she said, placing a handle on the knob momentarily.
"What the hell are you balancing on that I'm gonna knock you over if
I open the door?" his voice was much closer now.
"Nothing, I'm using the mirror on the back of the door," she
said, bracing one foot against the bottom in case he tried to test the
theory while she applied a coat of mascara.
"Ahkay. Our reservations are at 8:30," he said. "So we
don't have that much time."
"I'm almost ready," she said.
"I've gotta change, this suit's seen better moments," he called.
"Don't come busting in the bedroom trying to fulfill some fantasy as
to what I look like without--"
"Exactly whose fantasy is that?" she deadpanned through
the door.
"Every woman's," he quipped. "I can't help it, Donna. But
you're gonna have to control yourself for a few minutes."
She heard the bedroom door shut behind him and allowed herself a small
smile. She could never allow him to think so, but when he said things like
that it tended to be both funny and adorable.
The next few minutes passed in silence until she heard the doorbell. She
busied herself putting her makeup back in its bag, thinking Josh would
answer the door. The bell rang again. She cracked the bathroom door open.
Depending on who it was, she didn't necessarily need to be answering the
door like she owned the place.
"Josh? Did you wanna get that?" she called, softly enough that
she hoped whoever it was hadn't heard her. "Josh?"
A knock finally moved her to step toward the front door and look out the
peephole herself.
Josh stood outside, looking down at something in his hands. She laughed
out loud and pulled the door open.
"Did you lock yourself ou—"
She stopped short when he held out the bouquet of pink roses wordlessly.
She just stared at them, unmoving.
"Happy Appreciation Day," he said finally.
"Josh…" she breathed.
"Donna, it's just a gesture," he said, pushing the roses further
at her and stepping inside, shutting the door behind him.
"Just a gesture? A dozen roses is just a gesture?"
"Well…I just…I wanted to do flowers, and I don't know the names
of all of them like I'm sure Sam does, and with Valentine's Day, they were
all over the place, so, you know. It's not a big deal."
"Valentine's Day? Oh my God, it's Valentine's Day tomorrow!"
"What's the matter, have a hot date?" Josh asked, reaching into
the coat closet.
"Nope. In fact, I am without a Valentine. I just didn't realize…it
snuck up on me," she said, noticing what he was wearing for the first
time now that his back was turned. He was wearing that taupe suit she
loved. Did he know that she liked that suit? He always looked so
good in it.
"Well, the world will keep turning, Donna," he said as he pulled
his coat and hers out of the closet. "Are you ready?"
"I…yeah, I just need to do something with these very thoughtful
flowers…"
"Donna…"
"…that are certainly no big deal."
"Thank you," he said.
"How did your meeting with Haffley go?" she called from the
kitchen.
"Well, at certain points, I wavered between jumping out the window
and making a run for it or jumping over my desk and tackling him,"
Josh said. "I figured the Secret Service would…"
Donna was standing in the living room again, now gathering up her purse
and pashmina.
"Would what?"
"You…you look great. I had no idea you would…I mean didn't
expect…you look really good," he finally managed.
"Really?" she pretended to be astonished by his compliment.
"Thank you. It's good to know that endangering my job and Charlie's
was worth it."
"What?"
"This is the reason we ran late getting back," she said. "I
saw this dress on the way to the calzone place and just…I don't know, I
just couldn't walk away." She dug through her clutch, making sure she
had everything she needed.
"Good call," Josh mumbled.
"Hmm?"
"Uh…" the silence lingered for longer than he would have
liked. "You took Charlie dress shopping?" A devilish grin spread
across his face.
"Not one word," she said. "He was very sweet and he will
not be made fun of for it. Let's go." She leaned up and kissed him
quickly on the cheek as she passed him on her way to the door. "Thank
you for the flowers."
"The, um…the flowers are just the opener," he said, reaching
for his coat and trying to shake the moment off. "Welcome, Donnatella
Moss, to your Evening of Appreciation."
"Oooh," Donna said, eyes twinkling as she wrapped the pashmina
around her shoulders. "What comes after the opening act?"
"You'll see," he said. A scowl crossed his face. "No way is
that what you're wearing."
"What?" she said. "I thought you liked it."
"The um, the dress? I do. I mean, it's very nice. Looks very nice on
you, I mean," he said, clearing his throat in an attempt to return
his voice to its normal octave range. "But no way is that
little…scarf thing all you're wearing out there tonight. You'll
freeze."
"No, I won't," Donna said. "It's not that cold."
"It's February, Donna," he held out her coat for her.
"No, Josh, it will ruin the whole look I've got going on here,"
she insisted.
"Donna, you'll be as blue as that dress by the time the night is
over," he said.
"We'll see," she said. "But I'll tell you what I do need. I
packed my stuff up…like we talked about…"
"I saw," Josh said, a tinge of disappointment coloring his
voice. "You're still set to do it tonight?"
"I've gotta do it sometime, Josh," she said.
"Yeah. Yeah, I know," he disappeared into the bedroom and came
back with both duffels hoisted on his shoulders.
"I can take one…" she reached for the smaller duffle.
"You don't think I can handle these two little duffel bags?"
"You never seem to be able to handle your own luggage, why would I
think—"
"The Evening of Appreciation is a full-service deal," Josh said,
motioning her out the door. "Besides which, you still need to watch
that sh—hey, what about your shoulder?"
She was grinning ear to ear when she turned her left shoulder toward him.
"The First Lady took the stitches out on the plane."
He stood close so he could look at the blemish on her skin, which just
barely peeked out from under the halter neck of her dress. "Hey, look
at that." He reached up and pushed the neck of the dress to the side
just a fraction of an inch without thinking. "It's just a little
pink."
"And raised," Donna moaned. "There's gonna be a scar."
"Not a bad one," he said softly. Donna almost jumped when he put
his fingertips on her shoulder next to the scar. "I mean when you
consider what it could've…you know…"
"Yeah," she breathed.
He cast his eyes sideways and found she was looking at him. He pulled his
hands back and cleared his throat. "Well, you're full of surprises,
today, aren't you?"
"As are you," she said, holding his gaze.
He eventually tore his eyes from hers and stepped back. "Ahkay, we've
gotta go."
"Yeah."
******************
A brief afternoon rain shower had left the streets and sidewalks
reflective. Water whooshed on the pavement with every car that went down
the street. A warm front had left the air a little less biting than usual
for February in Washington.
"It's nice out," Donna said as Josh dropped her duffle bags into
the trunk next to the bag he'd packed the night before.
"Yeah," he said. "You haven't been here before, have
you?"
"Huh uh," Donna said. "How far is it?"
"Just a couple of blocks," he said, coming around and unlocking
the car door. "If it was warmer we could almost walk it."
She looked at him. "Let's walk it. It's pretty warm out."
"Donna, I mean if it was spring or something, no way can you walk all
that way with only that little scarf thing."
She put her hands on her hips. "I'm comfortable."
Josh scoffed. "Sure you are."
"OK. I see what this is. You're too cold. You can't take the cold.
That's fine. I understand. Go ahead and drive if you want to. I'll meet
you there." She turned and began to cross the street.
"Donna! You're being ridiculous, you know that?"
She turned around as she approached the curb. "Josh, it's OK, you
don't have to be embarrassed that you're too wimpy to walk a couple of
blocks in this weather. It's just you and me."
He stared at her for a second, then closed the door and jogged after her.
**************
They'd talked about what they were going to have for dinner, what they had
to do at the office the next day, and Donna's New York adventure in their
short walk over.
When they arrived at the nondescript old building that now housed 1789,
the outside sidewalk was crowded with diners waiting on tables.
"I think everyone had this idea," Donna said.
"Everybody thought they'd be smart and beat the Valentine's crowds
tomorrow," Josh said. "Come on."
"I'll just wait here," she said, snatching up a spot on the
sidewalk while one still remained.
"We have reservations, Donna," Josh said. He could see she was
shaking a little against the cold, despite her insistence the entire way
over that she was fine.
"We're about five minutes late," Donna said, glancing at her
watch. Josh noticed the bandages on her wrist for the first time.
"And look at this crowd. They still might be running a little
behind."
"We're not gonna have to wait, Donna."
"I know you made reservations, Josh, but sometimes these things can't
be helped," Donna said, wrapping the pashmina tighter around her.
"Just go check. I'll be right here."
Her teeth were just barely beginning to chatter. He reached out and
grabbed her hand, pulling her close to him so the crowd standing around
couldn't hear.
"On the other hand," he said lowly, flashing his dimples,
"I'm a very powerful man. You've said so yourself. Donna, these
people know me by name. We are absolutely, positively, NOT going to have
to wait."
***********
"Yeah, we're gonna have to wait a few minutes," Josh said as he
came back over to her. "Someone appears to be dawdling at our
table."
"But, how can that be?" Donna asked with mock surprise as she
snuggled deeper into the pashmina, even though they were inside. "Did
you not tell them that you're a very powerful man?"
Josh rolled his eyes. "Apparently they don't respect the power the
way that they should. But it's alright. I'm feeling benevolent
tonight."
"Maybe the guy just didn't understand the way you told it to him.
I'll just double check to make sure—" she pretended to step around him
toward the maitre d'.
"That's enough," he said grabbing her by the arms and steering
her in a different direction. "I got us a seat at the bar."
"Wow. You really are a powerful man," Donna groused.
Her skin felt like ice beneath his hands. "You're freezing, Donna.
You're gonna get sick."
"I am not. We'll warm up in the bar."
"I bet you will," he jabbed at her gently. "You're gonna
like this place, Donna. I've been looking forward to this all day."
Special
thanks to Ro, who provided me with some great details about 1789.